I can’t seem to make sense of my feelings, it’s so horrible. Whoever said “listen to your heart” should have been a little more elaborate. Maybe written a detailed manual explaining how to listen. Because right now all that my heart is telling me to do is to cry, what the Hell kinda message should I be getting from that?
Most forevers only last in fairytales baby. I’m just trying not to be without you at the right moments.
I hate, like absolutely hate being the center of drama. That shit is just so corny to me but something needed to be addressed and if it had to come with drama then so be it.
I don’t know what the Hell I want to do with my life and that shit scares me because I’m the person who always knows.
I finally tired out of you and erased you from everything. And no matter how many times you keep hitting me up I refuse to answer. It’s too late! A year and a half of this bullshit was enough.
You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important - that without them, you feel like nothing.
Opening Pandora’s Box
‘ello there, Ginger Signing in!
I have a question to Post For the guys
Have you ever been a Victim of the “I’m sleeping, I’m gonna call you back” girls? Well guys don’t sit there and wait for her to call you back because she’s not! You see women are these complicated creatures; they’ll keep you around just because either they don’t know how to tell you they don’t like you or they want to keep you around for compliments, so you can flatter her!
We go out of our ways when we really like a guy. And would never tell them that we’re sleeping. I dunno about you girls but I sleep next to my phone so I know if it rings and it’s a guy I like I wake up in a heartbeat and start cheesing. You clear your voice and put on this I’m too sexy for sleep voice lol. And if I don’t want to talk I Change my voice to sound even sleepier. So don’t get fooled men, Just figure out if you’re that guy that can call at anytime or if you’re the one that only gets text messages.
And when I mean Out of our way I mean way out of our way. LIKE STALKING! Every girl stalks and it gets much easier when you have technology. You have Facebook, Twitter, Aim and Text messaging. You think you low but you ain’t low boy! She knows it all. Women are like CIA agents. She will know who all your exxes and have some way to see their pages either you got her as a friend or your friend got her as a friend. So you happened to go to her page and it was public but you’re not a stalker you trust your man. Guess again, why you went to her page in the first place?! Because you’re a stalker! If you go through his boy’s page to see if your guy has a facebook and he just hasn’t added you and you think you’re not a stalker… wellll you are most defiantly a stalker!
How about these constant status updates, you update your status on facebook or twitter every five mins. “Chillin with my hubby or little <3” Just so the next guy can think he has competion. You just want to get him mad, admit it ladies: You want him to tell you “oh so how’s your boo?” And you men fall right in the trap. And sometimes girls do it for other girls “that bitch just wants to get you mad” Oh man and twitter is like a death trap, you have girls you don’t know following you. Why, duh they think you somehow talk to their man. They’re waiting for you or him to fuck up and write “I’m chillin with @…“
I’m not done yet, AIM is the worst one! She will make fake screen names to see if you talk to that girl. She is constantly putting you through tests! And if you think that when she logs off and you hear the “thuntatun” that she really logged off, YOU ARE WRONG!! THAT GIRL IS INVISIBLE JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO WRITE A STATUS OR SO THE LITTLE VIDEO SYMBOL TURNS GREY SAYING THAT YOU ARE IN A VIDEO SESSION” YOU’RE FUCKED KIDDO! So don’t write these statuses saying “Bitter over a past you can’t get passed” JOEY! Because you know she will hit you up talking about “I can get over my past” and then she’ll tell her friends who make shit worse!
Feel lucky if you have a female that does these things for you! SHE LIKES YOU! LUCKY YOU WOOHOO! DON’T THINK SHE’S THE ONLY CRAZY ONE THO. YOU DON’T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE YOURSELF MEN! STAY TUNED FOR MY NEXT EPISODE B.A.N MAN
GINGER SIGNING OUT LOZERFILMS!
What’s Your Sign?
I’ve never been one to believe in Astrology and Horoscopes, all that mambo jumbo stuff. But lately I’ve caught myself asking people “WHAT’S YOUR SIGN?” instead of the usual “hey, how are you doing?” All this due to one sign: Pisces!! I’ve been trying to find as many of these people as possible. Never really had any in my circle of friends or I just didn’t bother to acknowledge them. Why are they so difficult to deal with???? Does anyone even get along with them? I seriously think there is something wrong with this sign. And I’m not the only one who feels this way. Every single girl I speak to who has a problem with a guy always tells me their guy is a certain sign, and guess what that sign is: Yes the infamous PISCES!! So I did some research and this sign is suppose to be one of the most sensitive signs. I DON’T THINK SO…. when a Pisces tells you “I don’t care” please believe they really do not care. They are insensitive to everyone’s feelings, even their own. This sign is so ruthlesss!
Example: Rihanna; beautiful Pisces woman. Chris Brown; charming Taurus man. According to astrology, these two are supposed to be a perfect match!
NOT…look at the trouble they have gotten themselves into. Near Death experience!!
This proves my theory, STAY AWAY FROM PISCES, THEY ARE THE ANTI-CHRIST.
Um…How about you mind yours…
Seriously , Why even write to me if everything that comes out of your mouth is negative?!
R: penko
Me: Hey loser
R: Explain to me how are they bad cops please?
Me: Haven’t you read the articles?
R: I have and to my justification the officer action were performed based on the actions of the individual prior to the shooting. He robbed a man at gunpoint. I wouldn’t wish death on anyone but based on his actions he had it coming for him. So why accuse a officer who primary duty is to protect us as taxpaying individuals.
Me: How did you know it was really that car. According to all those fake articles, that have different stories if you have not noticed, the guy simply pointed at a car. What justification is that? did you know there was another outie there that was the same color and sped off nah they don’t talk about that or the fact that the helicopters were looking for something. And where is this invisible gun that they claim the driver pulled out on them. Oh and the suspects were supposedly injured during the crash: LIES! They took my friend out the car and stomped his face to the ground until that side of his face was kind of unidentifiable. Clearly a car crash would not cause those injuries. So there is my reason for cops being corrupt.
R: It’s bullshit. Your saying it cause he was your “friend” cause as an individual if I am clearly innocent why not pull over to the side once cops arrive rather then speed off crash into a moterist and a pedestrian. Kids these day are filled with the ambition for more money that they lose there morals for a simple dollar. Put yourself in the shoes of the character who was robbed. How would you falsely accused another car speeding of at the exact time of the robbery?
Me: Fine I’m not gonna argue with you. You have your opinions and I have my own. And I’m not gonna try and change your mind. And a good friend he was since childhood so I don’t get the ” “.
R: Ok he was a good friend and yes you have your own opinion but I just want you to understand that his action performed that nite brought forth consequences that no mere individual would wish for. But what was done was wrong and he payed for it. The cop was just doing his job. And you may think i’m being bias cause I personally know the officer who shot him. He is a good friend of the family but regardless of me knowing him or not he did what he could only do at the moment.
LMFAO, so you write to me to argue huh!! Don’t sit here and tell me there was need for violence or that he payed for it. Fine then if the world were that way then if you wrong me you should pay for it! Just give everyone guns, see how fast this world ends…I clearly remember a psychological experiment “Stanford Prison Experiments” done to test personality traits when people were asked to wear a uniform. All i’m saying is that when cops are in uniform they abuse their powers and reality is vanished from their minds.Words of encouragement to R: Don’t think that because you made it out that you should forget about the little people, ” the criminals” as you may say, because those were the ones that were always rooting for you!! Just because a person has a criminal record doesn’t make them less human than you or less deserving. Learn about a person’s struggle before you judge them.
“My basketball team is better than yours”
Got the whole game set up.. all my main players on the court ready to score and win the game.. BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE PROBLEM!! everyone is in it for themselves.. trying to win the main trophy.. SELFISH I TELL YOU.. but that’s my basketball team for you.. no room for sharing.. The “SHOOTING GUARD” is on the side waiting for the right moment to step in.. he doesn’t see a threat in any of the others.. but little does he know the plan of my “SMALL FORWARD”.. this one has a game plan and it ain’t nothing nice.. you can’t leave the “POWER FORWARD” behind tho.. he’s the muscle.. everyone thinks he’ll win.. so far he has the most shots made.. Oh but wait the “CENTER” is almost close.. he has the game on check.. looking for an opening in the other players’ flaws.. WILL HE BE ABLE TO FIND THE LOOP HOLE?.. can’t count on my “POINT GUARD” tho.. he hasn’t decided yet if he wants to win or not.. but only he can make the choice.. no help.. but i hope he gets his act together pronto.. he’s the one i’m counting on to win it all.. even tho i think i’m goin to get disappointed..ONE MORE LEFT..didn’t think he would ever come into play huh?! well he has.. BEWARE the “SIXTH MAN”.. He’s the most dangerous.. He’ll go in there with his head straight knowing what he wants.. And he’ll take it all for himself. this is a tough game.. gotta give everyone their chance to shine and prove themselves.. As a coach you would think this was a hard decision to make but i think i’ve already made my decision just gotta see who wins it on his own.. WHO DO YOU THINK WILL WIN?
Remember… ” Play or get Played” !
Last of My Breed
Am I the last virgin in this world?
It’s so tough carrying this V-card everywhere I go. Something so treasured has become such a burden on my back. I have to constantly worry myself with thoughts like
“Do they know?”
“Should I tell him?”
“Is he going to stop talking to me now?”
“My vagina is gonna expire if I don’t get some soon”
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not your average prude waiting for marriage or never been kissed. I’ve had my fair share of boys but none of them have made the cut. I’d like to think of my Vajayjay as a play, you have to audition for the main part. And either the actors have been too ”real” with me or they just never had the right scripts.
Let me better elaborate with some examples:
- I’ve had guys declare their undying love for me and after they find out I’m a virgin they tell me “I’m not into virgins, you need to grow the fuck up” I don’t even tell on myself!! They get this little hunch. How can you tell I’m a virgin? Is there a virgin look that i need to be avoiding?
- Then you have those guys that praise me for being one. They ask me every now and then If i still hold my V-card and how they would love more girls to be like me. OKAY so um.. Why are you not dating me?
- How about the ones that keep you there as a trophy “Don’t you trust me, I’ll never hurt you” Yet they are fucking any girl that offers when the opportunity comes and you’re supposed to stay there by his side because “you’re a virgin and virgins are attached”! Not all virgins are attached to their first, what if their experience wasn’t so good. Especially me… I’m a runaway lol— I run at the first sign of weirdness just so I can forget.
As pitiful as this sounds, one guy actually made it to the second audition… R.I.P fake love :-(
I would like to compare my situation to a ketchup bottle. You see when, you half open a ketchup bottle but then put it back on the shelf because you saw that there was one already open? Well I’m that ketchup bottle on the shelf waiting to get completely open. So until then I will be gathering dust while you other bottles get spoiled.
Until then, you secondhand bottles….
Nothing more embarrassing than having your guy find your friend’s ugly panties on the window. Who else’s is he supposed to think they were …YIKES (Turns red)
